what a lousy nite of sleeplessness!!! Mike was snoring, I hate being a lite sleeper with insomnia...I did watch a show that was older about this woman names Gerry Rogers with BC..It really made me feel better which sounds awful to see someone else be so scared and crying but she said alot of the same things that I say...I am on my off week of chemo and sometimes I really question whether this is doing any good or worth it or what, I guess its selfish to question it when I say I am going to do everything I can and I am truly thankful for all the support in my life, maybe its just that I am tired but sometimes I am literally "tired" of it all...oh well hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.. I hope you have a great day!!